Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Ice Cream

Why the hell, on the 3rd day of my diet, does everyone and thier dog have to talk about ICE CREAM??? Specifically, Blizzards, which is one of my favorite ways to have ICE CREAM! This sucks ass! This is why I can't ever go through with a diet. So far, I've managed to resist, but still, I was crying. I hate it!

So, now that I'm done whining, I am down by 2 pounds from yesterday, and probably close to 5 total, unsure as my scale a home doesn't work, so I'm having to only use the one at work. Oh well, maybe it'll be good news next Tuesday since I won't be able to weigh after Thursday. I'm hoping for some loss.

I need to drop a lot. My final goal right now is 100 pounds. Anything gone daily or weekly is a plus. I really hope I can make it work. I can't deal with being fat anymore. I've wasted too much of my life being fat, I need this change.

Well, on this dark note, I'm going to the gym.