F-ing Bullshit

Too much drama. I want to go home.

Boredom

I am so bored here at work today! It has been an insane day for me. I am scheduled to be on PIC until 5pm, and helping train the new/return worker on the new system. Then I've been putting away the deliveries, and helping get the order ready for the week, since Jami is out with a broken ankle. Ahhhhhhhh.....crazytimes. And I came this close to falling down the stairs! Cuz I am THAT talented! Lol fun times.

We have something like 18 inches of snow now. It's pretty and all, but it's cold wet and irritating! At least we'll have a White Christmas, and it's good for the summer what with all the "drought" conditions we've had over the last couple years.

Our washing machine went ka-put over the weekend. So, now we have to go out to Aaron's tonight to see about getting a new washer and dryer, since our dryer takes like 4 hours to dry one load of laundry. And that's on a good day! So, since all I've had since moving out on my own is hand-me-down stuff, we are getting something new and nice! I want a front loader combo, maybe with steam. Kinda depends on what the payments will be, but if we are buying somethine new, might as well get what I really want. Right?????

Ok, well I'm off to pretend to do some work for the next 4 hours until I get to leave. Chao

Secret Santa

Got my first Secret Santa gift today!! Yay me! It's a really pretty, live, tree. Someone has not realized that I have the brownest thumb on the planet!! LOL I really do love it. It's so cute. And, some of the ornaments that are on there are really great. My fave is the snoman one, totally going in my ornament collection to be used in the coming years. Now, I just have to figure out what to do with the tree....I know we won't be living at our place forever, so not sure if I want to put it in the ground, or get a great big planter so that it has room to grow until we move...... Ahhhhhhh......making my brain work is not a good idea!!! LoL. Well, need to get going. gotta figure something out for lunch since the "lunch" that was delivered was a litte bitty meat and cheese tray. Blah.....ok for snacking, but not to feed 50 or so hungry people!! Lata

Helloooooo Trixie!

I have this "special" friend, her name is Trixie, a cute little nick-name I gave her cuz she turns tricks everytime I have my back turned. If I've told her once, I've told her a thousand times.....Men like it when you play hard to get. But I just can't seem to get it through her thick skull. I dunno, maybe I need to slap her around a little....she does like it rough......

She has a couple friends, that I'm not too sure about, Darlene --woo woo twilight zone there!-- and Freda, who has her convinced that she needs to take me shopping Target and get me to buy her a ring. Saw a picture of said ring, and it looks purty serious. Damn Freda and all her daytime TV shows that keep her convinced that she needs commitment. I told Rachel to set the TV to Barney or something easier on Freda's brain, not sure what's going on there. Trixie can't handle all those big words though, so if Freda doesn't knock it off, I'm gonna have to go over there and kick some serious bitch ass. That is if Rachel can keep Freda out of jail for longer than a week at a time.

So, the three girls were talking the other day, and I'm pretty sure Darlene was trying to convince the others that dubies were "good for thier health". Don't know why Jenni doesn't nip that crap in the bud. Don't need my woman out getting stoned everytime I turn around. How'm I supposed to get the action I need outta her if she's so out of it she can't service the men I bring by for her??? She has to earn her keep somehow. The woman has one heck of an appetite and I can't afford to feed her all the time if she's not bringing in any money! Sheesh. It's not like I'm running a free shelter here or something.

Oh, damnit! Gotta run....just got the call that she got her lips stuck in the mixer again. Damn woman! Don't know why she thinks she needs brownies all the time! It's dangerous for a woman of her limited mental abilities to be in the kitchen unaccompanied. Guess I'll have to think about a sitter for her or something. Well, I'm off to the ER to rescue her once again.

Good thing she's such a looker....wouldn't put up with this from just anyone.

I need some Tranquility in my head

Wouldn't it be nice to be like the rain dripping off the eaves? To be poetry and not have to use words to explain ourselves. Words cannot always do our emotions justice. Human emotions are much to complex for words.

After my horrid night last night, all I want is a little tranquility. I managed to find some amazing pictures on the world wide web. One I'm using for a screensaver, it's able to suck me into it and calm me, if only for a moment before I am dragged away for more fun and excitement at this party that is Physician's.

The other picture that caught my eye, is the one I have on this blog here. Somehow the words spoke to me and I had to use it. I also had to print off a copy that does not come close to doing it justice for something to just stare at. Even now my earlier statement proves true, words cannot do our emotions or thoughts justice all the time.

I am so thankful for the friends I have here at work. They let me invade medical records and vent without judgement. In fact they even understand where I'm coming from. I'd still be full of mental anguish and confusion if not for their willingness to listen and commisserate. Thank you Jenni and Rachel. You are both priceless friends!

Now, here's hoping I can force my brain to move on and give up the urge to punch my husband in the throat and kick him in the nads for accusing me of not planning meals for him, but doing so for the girls at our little luncheons. I hadn't realized how horrible I was being for trying to save a little money by not going out to eat at McD's at lunch time. I guess I'll have to try and spend less than the 2 seconds online getting a recipe for my next lunch day that I spent yesterday, so that I would have something easy and quick and not have to make 2 meals last night.

Salisbury steak is on the menu tonight and if Todd opens his big mouth and complains to me, he may not live to see tomorrow. I spent more time last night going through my cookbook for a recipe for tonight than I ever have for the girls at our work lunches. I still don't get where the hell he was coming from, or how he felt he had any right to be pissed that I would get one recipe off the internet for lunch when I have combed recipe books and sites for yummy ideas to use at home.

Well, guess I should get off here and find out if there is something I need to be doing here at work. Not that I want to. I'd rather be at home in my nice warm bed, dreaming of a gorgeous man like I had to do last night just to be able to fall asleep.

A note to Rachel......please post more about our friend Freda!! I need something that will make me laugh!!! And, Freda promises to be about the funniest thing around!

Snow

Allright, snow is pretty and all that, as long as it stays off the roads! I can drive in it just fine, but I don't like to, because there are so many other idiots out there who cannot drive in it. Seriously...60 miles an hour on slick roads is STUPID! Give me a break. I totally get stressed out over it.

So our lunch cancelled on us today because "he couldn't get out of the driveway". Puh-lease. I got out of mine just like everyone else who had to be at work today. Along with the weirdos who came into PIC on a crappy day like today. Todd didn't work today, so he came over and took me to Mongolian Grill. Yummy! It was nice to just chill with him and not have a 3 year old along!

Went to the Boat Parade on Saturday. Richland did their 50th anniversary fireworks! That was great! 500+ fireworks set to music! Nice! I can now say that I've watched fireworks in a snow storm! Very cool. The boat parade was pretty neat also. Bryson's fave was the one lit up like a car with a tree on the roof. I took some pics, but I'm not sure if they turned out or not. I haven't gotten around to loading them onto the computer yet. Guess I should do that sometime, so that I'll have room for Christmas pictures.

A whole lotta Nuthing!

So, I'm here at work with nothing to do. Well, that's not totally true, I could do more overdue lab letters, but that's boring and what I've been doing for days now. I'm through to Q, have to start on R whenever I get around to it. Today has been a really slow day for floating. I stocked the upstairs storeroom, and talked with Jami about the order. Did my rx requests. Chaperoned for Dr.Gillespie, that's boring...all you do is stand in the room and make sure he's a good little boy so he can't be accused of doing naughtyness whith the female pt's. Talk about falling asleep while standing up!

Speaking of sleep....I haven't been sleeping well at all lately. Not 100% sure why either. I know a part of it is because of my back being all out of whack, but now that it's getting better, I'm not sure why I'm not getting better sleep. It's not fair, cuz then all I do at work is yawn, and fight to keep my eyes open. And whine about being tired of course. Guess that's why I used this picture today. I'd much rather be sleeping with my boys than here at work today.

Found out that I'm going to be painting the "consultation room" this weekend. I'll bring a change of clothes, and stay late on Friday to work on spackling all the areas on the walls that were screwed up when they took down all the shelves. That way when I get over here on Saturday, it should be dry and ready to paint. At least I don't have to worry about getting paint on the carpet since they are putting in new stuff. Whoo Whoo, makes the job a little easier. Still, all the spackling and texturing is gonna suck!

Bryson got to go see Santa today at the Library with his daycare. I can't wait to hear what he has to say about that! He's so freaking funny. I wasn't very happy when I found out that I was pregnant, since I'm not a big fan of kids, but I am so glad that he's here! I am so blessed to have him and my hubby!

Well, since there is only about 45 minutes left of my day at work, I'll get off here and find something to do. Lata